Sore. Incompetent. Study hard? So? One bloody non-studyin subj. Wadeva. Moderation. Shant comment. Might be offensive. Shitass. What the hell. Friends. HC. Me? Stuck. Wah lao. Inferior. Damn GEK.

Ahh. Had a dream abt manda's phy marks. Told germ abt it. Came true. Another one was my chem marks. Dreamt abt it last week. Came true. Again. Both times, exact figures? Why.

Had a symbolic dream yest. Was figurin out what it meant. Finally understood when results came out. Dreamt tt my sis n I were at this place with two types of escalators. Think we were at the 2nd floor. One escalator led to the 3rd n 1st floor. E other one was from the 1st floor n went straight to the 3rd floor, didnt stop at the 2nd one. We wanted to go to the floor above us. But dont noe why we took the escalator down to the 1st floor. Den I was thinkin: Why so stupid? Why didnt we go straight up directly at first? We took the other escalator from the 1st floor, which led directly to the 3rd floor. But on the way up, the escalator became steeper n steeper. Almost vertical. Was shaken violently. Til I was hangin onto the handle for my dear life. My sis made it to the top. I didnt. I never reached my destination. Was close but.

Sis. HC. My initial aim. Fell short. Not by alot tho. Even so. Needed moderation. Indirect route to my destination. Did not help. Still. Go figure how symbolic it is.

"U sure get 6 pts right?" *shakes head* "Oh. But definitely 1 digit right?" *shakes somemore* 'XX pts' "Really? *gasps* Erm. Its still good what. But I have crap marks. Got lesser pts den u tho. But still shitified." Shut up larz. Hate it when pple give me tis kinda predictable reaction. K larz. Im exaggeratin. But cant deny tt the underlyin meanin is still there. Nth good to say den shut up. Pissed off.

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